Sometimes all it feels like you are going through is hard mode. Things don’t go right at your job, your car breaks down, the dentist messes up, not even thinking about the money side of things. These make it more and more difficult to go back to it the next day and keep slugging through. You start not seeing the light at the end and only the never-ending grind.
Hard mode has a special place in my heart, my life and in videogames. A true love-hate relationship that leads to everything I do, including this blog I like to write.
In life, I tend to have horrible bouts of insomnia from time to time. Some weeks it hits and I don’t get any sleep at all or barely an hour or two. Not that I am complaining about this necessarily, just a fact of life. These fits of insomnia always come to me when I start to feel like I am not getting enough done. When I start saying to myself, “Why didn’t you finish that book, beat that game, sell more product, or get that business proposal to your friend.” Things add up, that is life and I think when you cruise through on easy mode these things will weigh onto you.
My easy mode is a day where I don’t have to work, get to eat out the whole day and drink a monster or two. Realistically I prefer days like today where I did work, got all my tasks done, drank only water and am settling down feeling like I accomplished what I wanted to. Each day is a reset of the previous and you chose the New Game startup each time. When you feel sick and can barely lift your head it makes sense when you want to hit that Easy mode button and cash in on a simple day. It is something we all feel and I think that as I get older I contest with it a bit more, tasking myself to strive more to be happy and not just content.
In gaming, I think I bore through games way to fast when they are easy and a cakewalk. I’ve seen gorgeous games fall flat because they have no challenge and games that aesthetically make your characters face look like a potato be titles that I love. The feeling like you actually went through a challenge goes a long way.
A lot of times when I am bringing up my top ten games of all time I talk about Dead Space 2. A title that I am sure many have played through, but also one that holds a dear part in my heart. The game has a difficulty mode called Zealot that truly was brutal and only allowed three saves for the whole game. The reward if you managed to finish this was an achievement worth I believe fifty points and a special item for future playthroughs that killed everything in one hit. The real reward was the satisfaction of beating something that was truly a challenge and the moments when every bullet mattered. One part you slammed through space at high speed and any collision was instant death. When you managed to do this perfect and you landed at the next spot, it was like nothing else.
Even quick little tasks like the Mile High Club achievement in modern warfare was extremely satisfying. Something you managed to beat in less than a minute, but took a ton of tries to actually accomplish. These are things that you remember as you go because they were not accomplished immediately. Again, talk to anyone that beat Through the Fire and the Flames on Guitar Hero 3 and ask them if they did it their first try.
The goal of this blog post is not to get too philosophical on you, but to try to bring to attention your personal life level. Take a second when you can and truly assess yourself and ask, “What mode am I on.” What more can you be doing to actually level yourself up and get ahead?
If you are a character in your own personal game what level are you really? What do you think your max level can be? Why aren’t you there yet? Have you not ground out enough side quests or defeated enough enemies that lay in your way? Side quests could be things like going to the gym, eating healthy, or finally scheduling a damn dr. appointment. Enemies can be any challenge in your life that you don’t want to face, but need to. We all have them, so find those struggles.
After all, life can be as easy as you make it, but the harder the mode, the better the loot.